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Pulanglah lewat jalan yang aku tanami tangkai-tangkai perdu -- dan lihat bahwa lampu-lampu itu tetap telanjang membawa pesan dari kupu-kupu di sini. Tapi dirimu akan cepat kembali, bukan? Karena langit ini sudah berselimut putih, dan cahaya kamar akan meredup tiba-tiba. Sampaikan salam pada penjaga pintu di depan pintu kaca, dan cium harumnya mawar dari pot bunga ungu itu. Kembalilah ke sini sebelum jam meleleh dan melagu, kenali angin yang menepuk bahumu. Niscaya kelabu dari mataku akan sampai dalam sebuah surat tak bernama, menutup waktu dalam pagutan diam, jatuh dalam rangka hangat yang 'kan mencium kening dari pualam napas yang memburu itu. 2015

So, after a few weeks living in Philippines, I decided to visit some museums downtown in Makati. The first museum that makes me really attracted to the arts of the Philippines was Ayala Museum. And I really love it. Sulit to the bone. Yeah!!! I went there with Karlie and Keisha, but I met Leo too inside. And we are really fascinated with Fernando Zobel's painting... Oh my god. It felt so unreal. His paintings have really distinct style from the other one on display, Cesar Legazpi. But I like both of them, though. And you know what, Cesar Legaspi was colorblind! Man, maybe that's why the color palette of his paintings feels.. weird. But that makes him really unique from others. Jucar XII by Fernando Zobel, stolen from the Internet. "Games for Three" by Cesar Legazpi stolen from the Internet, too. After my journey to Ayala Museum, I decided to do some research about Fernando Zobel, Juan Luna, and F.R. Hidalgo. Those are the great artists in my o...

Sneaking around the Sofitel just to see the sunset at Manila Bay. Okay, maybe the caption of the picture seemed to be a bullshit, but I must tell you guys, we really sneaked around Sofitel Philippine Plaza Manila, a 5-star hotel, with our casual-flipflop-backpack outfit and leave without being called by the authorities. That's only one of the exciting memories I'm currently having here as part of an AIESEC exchange program. But before I go further, I must write a blog about museums in Manila, so.. here it is. On the way to Roxas Blvd. On Monday, we went to the Metropolitan Museum of Manila. In the schedule.. it says that we must meet at Trinoma/SM North at 9 AM. But because we were so friggin' tired after climbed Mt. Maculot the day before, we made it at 1 PM. Nice.  Okay, so we (me, Karlie, Keisha, and Ajay) took the LRT at Roosevelt straight to the Quirino Station and walked around a little bit at Manila Zoo and Botanical Garden on the way (we...

You've met my expectations. Thank you.

dalam bahana ruang itu seperti bisik yang kekal menyapa alunan putih dari tangkaimu bagai warna yang seakan pudar tapi tidak, karena aku akan memanggilmu kembali dari jauh seperti yang biasa kulakukan di sore hari ketika itulah angin-angin hinggap dan awan lepas dari tangkainya 'sampaikan pesanku padanya' seperti pesawat kertas yang mengudara dalam hatinya 2014

The way life romanticize everything every open wound every song It is like something that fell of you and you think you should be grateful but no, I am not wishful. there is me laying on an open table I spread my hands, my mind and there it came again like toll of bells and it's going further into me like a waltz of soul like an endless yell it should be keeping me warm but no, I am not wishful. there is me laying on an open table I spread my hands, my mind I am here to accept every cue. every open wound every song about you. 2014

Nama saya, Farhan. Saya pemilik resmi blog ini -- kurasi pikiran yang dimanifestasi dalam puisi. Mungkin yang ada di sini hanya coretan (atau kanvas yang sekedar di isi), tapi itu kalau Anda ingin lebih mendalami. Saya sedang dalam tahun pertama kuliah, mempelajari hal-hal yang saya yakini akan memberi otak saya nutrisi. Seperti pepatah biasanya, sesuatu yang diasah akan makin tajam. Tapi tidak bagi puisi -- menurut saya pribadi. Puisi akan semakin tajam bila diendapkan. Dirinya akan makin menusuk tiap waktu yang terlewati. Banyak draft yang saya punya di balik blog ini seperti anggur yang belum matang terfermentasi. Saya harap, mereka akan tetap matang tepat waktu dan mengharumi jiwa-jiwa yang tersakiti. Terimakasih. Tugas 3 PTI A