A Reflection
painting by solar-sisters Looking back, there is so much story to tell these days. I could never be fluent at expressing feeling, but I hope this little blog can contain some of these jumbled thoughts. Maybe some of you would feel this is so fucking sentimental, but that's who I am. I am very grateful. Somehow in the middle of the night I'm still trying to contemplate this life I am currently living right now into a poem, sketches, or even blog post like this; but it is so hard to capture this nebulous minds, -- or thoughts, you can say -- into something tangible that I used to do few years ago. This leads to my conclusion that what I'm thinking right now is very, very abstract. I barely wrote poem every two weeks like when I was in high school, or even read books and novels, listened to Sara Bareilles and felt the same way, it is so different. I know something is happening inside there, but somehow my subconscious keep telling me that there is nothing to wor